Well, unfortunately, it's time for this momma to head back to work (Why can't the US not have similar maternity leave policies as other countries? Some countries give women a full year or more of maternity leave). I cannot explain how hard it is to know that I will be missing those 8 precious hours with my boy during the week. I have cried A LOT over the last few days. While I would love to be able to stay home with him, we are just not able to do that right now. With passing my National Boards last year, I have to work a certain number of years or repay everything. Plus, I don't want to make Mike work more than one job just so I can stay home - that's not fair. I've talked to some of my working mommy friends and they have been praying for me knowing what I'm going through. They tell me it WILL get better and that it makes the time you do get with your baby that much more precious. I mean, how could anyone want to leave this sweet face for any time during the day...
What a precious little boy - I am so very blessed!
Mike was a little disappointed that his class has only boys because he won't be able to have a girlfriend - ha! We have plenty of time to worry about that :-)
Please ignore the fact that I am in desperate need of a tan
Before he found out he was going to daycare...
...and after! Even crying he is so cute!
His adorable backpack is packed and ready to go (thanks Mrs. Abbott).
To those who actually read this blog, if you think of us over the next several days, please lift us up in prayer. This is a major transition that will be very hard, but I know the Lord will pull us through. Thankfully, I only work for 12 days before Thanksgiving break and then 4 weeks before Christmas break.
I will. It is hard but it does get easier. And really this is a perfect job for moms...it really is. We do have a lot of extra time with our kids. But I know that it is hard right now. :( Hugs to you.
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